From 
      Journal of Ethnic Studies, 6:1, Spring 1978, 25-41.
      
      The Struggle for Civil Rights in 
      
      New Orleans in 1960: 
      
      Reflections and Recollections
       
      
      Hugh Murray 
      
       
      
      My first picket line was the worst.  Spring 1960 in 
      New Orleans 
      was like most springs in New Orleans—beautiful—yet hot by standards of most Northerners. The sit-ins had 
      begun a few months before in 
      North Carolina, and the national television news carried daily reports on the 
      struggle against segregation.  There had been an attempt to organize a 
      sit-in in New Orleans 
      in April, but the protest energy had been diverted into safer channels 
      through skillful maneuvering.  Some, like myself, felt disappointment 
      with the failure of people in New Orleans to take a stand against Jim Crow in the manner sweeping so much of the 
      South.  We moaned and groaned.  We were limited to talk.  We were not 
      organized.
      
      One of the other Tulane students who had spoken up for integration was 
      Lanny Goldfinch.  Born in 
      South America, 
      he grew up in the American South, had a thick 
      Tennessee 
      accent and curly blond hair.  Although he was the son of a Baptist 
      preacher, many thought that he was Jewish, given his views and his name.  
      This impression was reinforced because as a philosophy student, he used 
      logic and incisive examples in arguing against the system of segregation 
      on campus.
      
      It was through Lanny that I first heard that the 
      New Orleans 
      Consumers’ League was picketing an A&P Supermarket.  This League had 
      little to do with the later consumers’ movement—rather it was a Black 
      organization pressing for improvement of the Black situation in 
      New Orleans. 
      The A&P was located in a neighborhood with a large Black clientele, but it 
      refused to hire Black check-out clerks.  The Consumers’ League had begun 
      to picket the store, needed people to man a picket line, and Lanny 
      contemplated volunteering.  He was also urging me to do the same.
      
      Louisiana’s 
      law concerning picketing was different from that of many Northern states, 
      for in Louisiana 
      only two pickets were permitted per block.  Even so, organizing two people 
      to maintain a picket line for many hours for many days was no simple task.
      
      I wanted to get involved, yet I was afraid.  My parents were 
      conservative, and knew nothing of my integrationist activities.  I worried 
      that there might be unpleasant repercussions—against me and against 
      them—should I picket.  Moreover, May 1960 signaled the end of the 
      university’s semester, and I had to pass final examinations.  I had to 
      devote some time to taking the tests, some time to cramming for them.  
      Well, Lanny said he was going to picket on a day when I had an exam, but I 
      promised to go the following day.
      
      The following morning I saw Lanny on campus and inquired how the 
      protest had gone. He replied that there had been a few hecklers and 
      police, but really no trouble. I drove the many miles from Tulane to
      Dryades Street, parked a few blocks from the supermarket, and walked to the area 
      where I volunteered.  I would take a shift, about two hours.  So two of us 
      began to walk back and forth before the store’s entrance, each of us 
      carrying a sign urging people not to buy at the A&P so long as it 
      discriminated against some of its customers.  The other picket, who like 
      myself had just come on the line at the time of the change in shift, 
      seemed most distressed that I was his fellow picket.  If I seemed nervous, 
      he was visibly so.  Finally, after some twenty minutes, he announced that 
      he was wearing new shoes, that they hurt his feet, and he would have to 
      leave the picket line.  He promised to return to Consumer League 
      headquarters and get a replacement so there would again be two of us. 
      Meanwhile he left his sign with me.
      
      At this point I felt foolish as well as frightened. Walking to and fro, 
      carrying two signs, one in each hand, I was the picket line.  The signs 
      were worded in such a manner that if one did not know which organization 
      was picketing and why, one might not deduce that race was an issue at all. 
      Worse, I was alone on the line, blocks from headquarters: and while many 
      Blacks resided in the general neighborhood, there were Whites in the 
      immediate vicinity of the A&P.
      
      After a few minutes of pacing alone, two White children approached me—a 
      girl of about six, and a boy of four.  In one hand he carried a small can 
      of black paint, in the other, a brush.  The girl egged him on—“Paint him!  
      Paint him black!”  The boy dutifully dipped the brush in the bucket and 
      raised it preparing to ruin my pants—which was about as high as he could 
      reach.  As the brush neared, I looked down and said, “You don’t want to do 
      that, little boy.”  He put the brush in the can and looked at his sister.  
      She again urged him on.  “Go ahead, paint him, don’t be afraid.”  As I was 
      moving constantly with my signs and the children halted each time they 
      spoke or were spoken to, the lad had to rush to catch up to me.  He again 
      lifted his brush, and I looked him squarely in the eye, “You don’t want to 
      do that little boy.”  I did not say this in a threatening tone, but the 
      sight of someone three times his size carrying two sticks with cardboard 
      on them must have been somewhat intimidating to the boy.  He returned to 
      his sister, who again sent him back to me, and with the frustrating 
      monotony of which young children are so fond.  This scene was repeated 
      numerous times.  It seemed as if an hour passed in this “game,” but in 
      reality only about a quarter of that time had elapsed.  Happily, my black 
      pants did not get painted.
      
      The game ended with the arrival of my new co-picket, a member of the 
      International Longshore-men’s Association, Black, stocky, and undoubtedly 
      strong.  The man with the sore feet looked about as non-athletic as I, so 
      I was pleased more ways than one to see my new partner.   The pesty 
      children scattered.  The co-picket was a member of one of the Black ILA’s 
      in New Orleans, which was ironic, for my father was also a member of the 
      ILA—but he was in one of the all-White ILA unions. ILA Sometimes the 
      different ILAs worked together, but on certain social questions they 
      worked at cross-purposes.  Thus, the Black ILA contributed money to groups 
      seeking to destroy segregation.  On the other hand, during the mid-1950’s 
      when the most recent assault on segregation began, my father, like almost 
      every other member of the white ILA, joined and paid dues to the White 
      Citizens’ Council, a leading segrega-tionist organization.  If the union 
      leadership did not overtly sponsor such membership, certainly it did 
      nothing to discourage it.  Indeed, it would have been impossible for the 
      Citizens’ Council to recruit so openly in the union without the tacit 
      support of the leadership of the White ILA.
      
      The Black longshoremen and I picketed in front of the A & P for some 
      time. Across the street an elderly man walked out of his residence to 
      deposit; something in the garbage can and did a doubletake when his eye 
      spotted our picket. The gray-haired White man began to stare at me. Then, 
      he crossed the street, looking more at me than at the traffic. His fists 
      were clenched at his side; his face radiated anger. He was approaching the 
      sidewalk directly in line with my step. Should I stop? Should I alter my 
      path? I decided to keep walking in the same direction and at the same 
      pace. I stared directly In front of me, seeing him peripherally. He halted 
      a few inches from me. I did not know what to expect. He glowered at me, 
      then he glanced at the longshoreman a few feet away. He let me pass, then 
      walked on in the opposite direction.
      
      Nothing else happened during that protest except the monotonous passing 
      back and forth.  Before it was time for me to leave, Lanny arrived with a 
      reporter from the Black newspaper of the 
      New Orleans area, the Louisiana Weekly.   Our pictures were taken, as a 
      representative from the Consumers’ League thanked us.  The following week 
      our pictures appeared on page one of the Weekly.   To my horror, 
      another photograph appeared on the same page.  At that very time the 
      shipowners were conducting negotiations with the leaders of all the 
      New Orleans 
      ILA unions.  The leaders of the Black union and the leaders of the White 
      union—that is, my father’s boss—were pictured on the same page that 
      displayed mine. Although I had thought that my father’s boss would never 
      read the Louisiana Weekly, undoubtedly he would read this 
      particular issue of the paper.  A few inches below his photograph, Lanny 
      and I were displayed as integrationists.  Happily, the paper did not print 
      the names of the White picketers, and my father had no difficulty on his 
      job.  Neither my father nor his boss was aware of my activities.
      
      I passed my university exams.  I did not plan to attend summer school, 
      so I thought I would rest for a few weeks and then get a summer job.  A 
      friend was selling Fuller Brushes and with his encouragement and his 
      connections I too chose to become a Fuller Brush man in June 1960.  While 
      May is hot, June can be sweltering in 
      New Orleans.  
      I would drive to a suburban area along the 
      Airline Highway just outside the city.  There were some white shell roads in the area, 
      the kind that would be raked of dust as my car drove over them (some 
      visiting Canadians were amazed that we would pave roads with what they 
      deemed souvenirs from the sea.)  At least I got some breeze while driving, 
      but stopping arid walking up to homes the heat really got to me.  I wore 
      no undershirt, so my garment clung to me with sweat, while my face was 
      covered with a thick layer of grease atop which lay beads of sweat.  
      Fortunately, my crew cut was sufficiently short to prevent hair from 
      falling on my forehead and sticking in the goo, but my black glasses slid 
      down my slippery nose and distorted my vision.  Later 1 would wonder if 
      the oil shortage might not be reduced by somehow recycling facial grease.
      
      I suspect that seeing someone at the front door with a brief case, 
      greasyface, sweaty shirt, skinny arms, and nasal voice was not sufficient 
      inducement to persuade people to purchase Fuller brushes.  Alas, I was my 
      own best customer.  Earning less than $30 my first week, and with the 
      second no different, I relinquished my career as a Fuller brush man.
      
      I returned to the 
      Tulane
      University library where I had worked a few years before in the reserve book 
      room, and I made arrangements to resume work there beginning in late 
      August.  The reason for the two month’s delay was related to my proposed 
      trip of July and August, but before I discuss that important trip, I must 
      digress to record some events at the University 1959-60.
      
      Tulane was a segregated institution when I attended on scholarship as 
      an undergraduate from 1956-60.  It did have a liberal, perhaps even 
      radical reputation in the community, but during my four years of 
      undergraduate study, I had concluded that Tulane’s political reputation 
      was most undeserved.  True, in the effort to balance the women’s arts and 
      science division, 
      Newcomb
      College, so 
      that it was one third Catholic, one third Protestant, and another third 
      Jewish, there were many students from varied locales. The Catholics were 
      generally natives of New Orleans, the Protestants came from Mississippi, 
      Texas, Alabama and other sections of the Bible-Belt South; while the Jews 
      came from New Orleans, the South, and especially, Brooklyn, New York.  
      Tulane’s policy as a whole was not as strict as Newcomb’s, but Tulane 
      students were probably in roughly similar proportions to those of Newcomb. 
      Since the Jewish students from Brooklyn often expressed liberal attitudes, this may have contributed to 
      Tulane’s leftist reputation, but most of those who spoke liberally did 
      little more than speak.
      
      The other colleges and universities in the 
      New Orleans 
      area had neither Tulane’s political nor academic reputation; nor did they 
      have as many foreign or Northern students in attendance.  Thus, in many 
      ways, the other colleges were more provincial.  On the other hand, 
      Loyola
      University, a Jesuit institution directly across a fence from Tulane, did allow a 
      few Black nuns to attend.  Dillard University usually had one or two White 
      students on its campus, as well as numerous White faculty members.  The 
      other colleges tended to be as segregated as Tulane, however.
      
      There had been a few attempts to crack the racial wall by promoting 
      intercollegiate activities.  For example, in my freshman year at Tulane I 
      began going to the Methodist’s Wesley Student Foundation for social 
      functions.  As an atheistic Unitarian, I found the religious aspects 
      irrational and therefore, to me, nonsensical, but the people were 
      invariably pleasant—and a few had some progressive political ideas.  A 
      Bible study program was arranged so that Tulane and Dillard students could 
      meet jointly, alternating between the two campuses.  The chaplain of the
      Tulane
      Wesley
      Center 
      owned a small VW, and he drove three of us students to Dillard where about 
      seven young Blacks met us.  We convened in one of the university’s rooms 
      to converse and discuss interpretations of Biblical passages.  I was 
      excited about the adventure, even if impatient with the topic.  But it 
      went well.  A fortnight later four Dillard students came to the 
      Wesley
      Center on 
      Tulane’s fraternity row.  Fewer people in the duller, familiar 
      surroundings dampened my enthusiasm for the project somewhat, yet I still 
      looked forward to the meetings.  Despite Niebuhr and Barth and Tillich and 
      King James, I felt I was learning something about people in this course.  
      But word of our gatherings leaked out.  The chaplain had publicized the 
      series within the 
      Wesley
      Center, and 
      one young Methodist student informed her father, who was a power in a 
      local Methodist
      Church.  
      Soon, a number of Methodist churches in the city were threatening to 
      withhold their financial support from the 
      Tulane
      Wesley
      Center 
      unless this project were terminated.  It was. Within a year the chaplain 
      left the Wesley Center for a post in the North.
      
      Through most of my undergraduate years I was a representative of the 
      Unitarian student group to the Tulane Interfaith Council. This 
      organization was like the United Nation’s SecurIty Council in that each 
      religious body composing it could veto any activity of the council. The 
      Unitarians invariably pushed for programs on social issues, the Roman 
      catholios for a major religious emphasis week, while the Lutherans sought 
      an interfaith basketball competition. Usually, the only accomplishment of 
      the Interfaith Council was to meet from time to time.
      
      Because I had spoken up on the race issue to various individuals, 
      someone informed me that a new group was organizing at 
      Loyola
      University during the year 1959-60, the Inter-Collegiate Council for Inter-Racial 
      Cooperation (ICIC).   Blacks, Whites, and a few orientals from 
      New Orleans 
      colleges gathered under the shelter of the Jesuit institution.  Most of 
      the participants were Catholics; most of the meetings accomplished little 
      more than the opportunity to meet across the racial frontier in an 
      atmosphere of cordiality and equality.  But this was an accomplishment.  
      Moreover, it was in this organization that a number of individuals would 
      first gather together—people who within a year would be organizing the 
      first deep-south chapter of CORE.
      
      In addition, the ICIC did do something as an organization.  The 
      Methodist student magazine, Encounter, was invariably a craft 
      production with fine illustrations and cartoons, some making pointed 
      analyses without words.  One, for example, portrayed a man sitting atop 
      the shoulders of another, hitting him on the head.  A third man, observing 
      the beating, volunteers to the reader, “Well, I can see both sides of the 
      issue.”  We in ICIC modified the cartoon slightly, shading the victim so 
      the point would be obvious to even the most “objective” New Orleans 
      observer, and we mailed the cartoons to over 2,000 people in the area, 
      including the right-winger Leander Perez.  It may have been minimal, but 
      it was something, and more than most groups did.
      
      That same school year, 1959-60, sit-ins, beginning in 
      North Carolina, spread to 
      Baton Rouge by spring.  When students at Southern University in Baton Rouge 
      (Southern was Louisiana’s black LSU) engaged in non-violent protest, 
      despite the racist White police who arrested them and the reactionary 
      Black university administrators who suspended and expelled them, many 
      people in New Orleans felt that we too should do something. Although some 
      individuals in the ICIC wanted to move, the organization as a whole seemed 
      unable to channel this feeling.
      
      Then in April 1960 I was told of a meeting at which a possible 
      New Orleans 
      sit-in would be on the agenda.  My informant was Dr. Georg Iggers, a 
      professor of history at both Dillard and Tulane.  He was a native of
      Hamburg, 
      Jewish, and had resided in the U.S. since the late 1930’s.  His wife, a German from the 
      Sudetenland, also Jewish, had also fled 
      Europe in 
      the 1930’s.  By the mid-50’s he was teaching at 
      Philander
      Smith
      College in
      Arkansas.  
      They had been active in the NAACP there and had left Little Rock in the summer of 1957, believing that integration would proceed 
      without major incident at Central High.  Shortly after their departure, 
      Governor Faubus sabotaged any chance of peaceful integration, and 
      President Eisenhower nationalized the 
      Arkansas 
      National Guard, sending in federal troops, under the command of the 
      notorious reactionary, Gen. Edwin Walker, to enforce the law of the land.
      
      In New 
      Orleans Georg Iggers taught chiefly at Dillard, his wife mainly at Xavier, 
      both Black colleges.  In addition, from time to time both taught courses 
      at Tulane.  I had met the family at the 
      Unitarian
      Church, 
      which I had attended since high school.  The Iggers family alternated 
      between attending the 
      Unitarian
      Church one 
      week and a reform temple the next. Since he taught history and I studied 
      it, we often talked during the coffee hour, which followed church 
      services.
      
      Indeed, it was through Dr. Iggers that I first became active on the 
      race question.  I asked if he would allow me to sit in one of his history 
      classes at Dillarct.  He was teaching a World History course, one which I 
      could not take at Tulane, anyway, for history majors were denied credit 
      for such a general course.  So I decided that I would drive out to Dillard 
      on Tuesday and Thursday mornings, audit the history class, and then drive 
      across town to Tulane for the classes in which I was enrolled for credit 
      toward my degree.  
      
      Of course, a decision to do something is not identical with doing it.  
      Though no one was pushing me into attending the Dillard course—in fact, I 
      kept it a secret from my parents—I nonetheless had qualms that first 
      Tuesday morning.  How would I be received on the Black campus?  True, Dr. 
      Iggers and some others were White, but they were teachers.  True, I had 
      visited there my freshman year, but that was at night in a voluntary 
      religious group and I had not been alone.  This time, I would be on my 
      own, particularly walking to and from the class.  After all, what would 
      happen to a student from Dillard who might attempt to sit-in in classes at 
      all-White Tulane?  What had happened to Autherine Lucey at 
      Alabama and 
      the few other Blacks allowed to attend White colleges in the deep South?  
      I was nervous.
      
      I drove and parked on campus and asked some students the location of 
      Rosenwald Hall.  They were all friendly and helpful.  I found the class 
      room and sat.  Attending the same class was another White, a full-time 
      Dillard student from 
      Canada.  However, other than polite hellos, we never conversed.
      
      On my second trip to Dr. Igger’s class I confronted another problem—one 
      as old as the cliché “they all look alike.”  I was unable to distinguish 
      between those students to whom I had spoken on Tuesday and those whom I 
      had not.  I simply had to learn to distinguish people by using features 
      other than hair color and texture, relying more on skin color and 
      different configurations of the face.  Within a short time this ceased to 
      be a problem.
      
      I sat beside a Dillard student who was also a junior in Dr. Igger’s 
      class.  She hoped to change things in New Oreans, and we talked.  One day, 
      she asked if I wanted to join the NAACP.  I was excited and delighted.  
      The next day I stood waiting in a lunch line at the Tulane cafeteria 
      conversing with a friend from 
      Hattiesburg, 
      Mississippi.  He had one of the thickest drawls I’d ever heard, and I used to 
      enjoy the diphthongs slowing the pace as he sang “Ah got a gal named Boney
      Maroni.”  He was a staunch Methodist and had attended the integrated Bible 
      sessions our freshman year.  As we waited I told him, the first White to 
      whom I confided the information, that I had joined the NAACP. “Ugh, Hugh,” 
      he drawled.  The “how could you!” remained unuttered, but the diphthonged 
      disgust of those two words signaled that I was moving in a direction, not 
      only opposed by my family, but by a friend from whom I had hoped to gain 
      support.  Thus, even in 1958 I was sailing in unchartered seas, beyond the 
      ken or approval of kin or acquaintance, except for Dr. Iggers.  The ocean 
      between the Black and White worlds had been traversed many times by others 
      before me, but their records had usually been obliterated.  Ann Braden had 
      written a book about the South in the 1950’s titled The Wall Between, 
      which I read and admired.  But even that was about the upper, upper South,
      Louisville.  
      Later, in 1961 when the wall was built in 
      Berlin, I 
      felt that New Orleans 
      had long had such a wall, less penetrable, even if less visible.
      
      In Dr. Igger’s class my friend Shirley told me that the NAACP was 
      forming a youth chapter and asked if I might be interested.  I was, and in 
      a short time I was Vice-president of the City-Wide Youth Chapter of the 
      NAACP in New Orleans.  
      Shirley was president.  The constitution of the chapter was written in 
      such a way that we could do nothing without the approval of the adult 
      chapter.  Their main interest seemed to be a voter registration drive.  I 
      was unenthusiastic about this because I feared I would be ineffective at 
      urging Blacks to register.  Fortunately, the adult group permitted us some 
      other activities, some of which were fun.  One concerned parks; the other 
      concerned fund-raising.
      
      In February 1959 the Youth Chapter sponsored a dinner to raise funds 
      for the new organization. I sold seven tickets at Tulane, but none of the 
      Whites sald they would attend.  Meanwhile, Shirley bought a $10 gift 
      certificate from Maison Blanche, the city’s leading department store, 
      which would go to the winner of a raffle, chosen from the dinner ticket 
      stubs.  It was the only time in my life that I wished I had not won 
      the prize.  When they called out “Number 2” and I spontaneously shouted, 
      “That’s me,” the groans in the audience were not inaudible.
      
      Not only was I the vice-president, I was the only White present among 
      the 100 possible winners.  When a minister who was to present the award 
      declared that I would, of course, donate the prize to the NAACP, I felt 
      angry—not at the intention, but that he, rather than I, should be allowed 
      to say it.  I was blushing when my turn to speak came, and I simply 
      repeated, haltingly, what the minister had said.  Thus, my first major 
      event in the NAACP Youth Chapter was spoiled by chance. 
      
      I recall during my freshman year of college opening a book on German 
      history and reading some of the 
      Nuremberg 
      laws of the 1930’s promulgated by the Nazis to restrict the Jews.  One 
      declared that Jews could sit only on yellow benches in parks.  A thought 
      flashed through my mind—where do Blacks sit in New Orleans parks?  I had never seen any Blacks in either major park, except as 
      custodians.  I remembered the dissension caused in the 
      Unitarian
      Church a 
      few years before when the church picnic had to be canceled because not all 
      the members of the church would be allowed to attend.  Later, I was told 
      that Blacks could visit the zoo and perhaps other sections of the park on 
      Wednesdays or perhaps Thursdays—some afternoon when few people of either 
      race would be able to attend.  Nonetheless, the notion that Nazis were in 
      some ways more generous to Jews in Germany in the mid-1930’s than was 
      Louisiana 
      to Blacks in the 1950’s struck me as horrible.
      
      By 1958-59 the situation concerning the parks had changed, legally, and 
      Blacks were allowed in the 
      City 
      Park.  The 
      problem was that almost no Blacks were using the newly won right.  The 
      NAACP Youth Chapter therefore sponsored some small events in the park.  I 
      could get only one White friend, Richard P., who had grown up in New 
      Orleans and who would later become an intelligence officer in the 
      U.S. Air 
      Force, to join us.  We played what may well have been the first integrated 
      tennis match at 
      City 
      Park.  
      However, each of our NAACP park gatherings was small and one, at which 
      only three people appeared, was the last of our attempts to integrate the 
      park in the spring and summer of 1959.
      
      During the summer I also partook in another NAACP activity—voter 
      registration.  In contrast to the repression in some 
      Louisiana parishes where Blacks were barred from voting altogether, 
      Orleans 
      Parish (New Orleans) 
      did permit Blacks to register.  They were permitted, but not encouraged, 
      to do so.  Since I was only 20 years old, I myself had not yet registered 
      to vote.  The NAACP in cooperation with other Black organizations 
      conducted a small registration school, and Shirley and I volunteered to 
      work there.  First, I had to learn how to register, and then teach those 
      who came to the center.  The registration forms were quite short, but they 
      contained some tricky questions.  The first concerned the age of the 
      applicant; it had to be stated in years, months, and days.  One could not 
      bring in a paper with the answer on it, and extra paper for calculating 
      was denied, as I recall.  The result was that many applicants, both Black 
      and White, failed the test on this question.  A number of weeks had to 
      transpire before a failed applicant could reapply; consequently many 
      potential voters failed the first registration test and became too 
      discouraged to retake it.
      
      Even more arbitrary were the desired answers to some of the other 
      questions on the form. Thus, “Have you ever been registered before?” seems 
      simple enough, but should the answer not be “Yes,” what should it be?  A 
      space left blank or a dash through it would produce a failed test. 
      Moreover, the correct answer would change.  At one point, “No,” in the 
      summer of ‘59, “None,” and at other times other magic words were required 
      to open the door of the voting booth.  Here was a simple method for 
      preventing the proportion of Black voters in 
      New Orleans 
      from exceeding a given percentage.
      
      To increase the frustration, if one failed the registration test, the 
      registrar need not inform the applicant as to precisely what was deemed 
      incorrect on the application form.  Was it the calculation of one’s age?  
      Or the answer to one of the other questions?  Either way, weeks would have 
      to elapse before a second try, or a third. And the same mistake could be 
      repeated again and again.  It may be boring to read of such details used 
      in New Orleans to reduce voter registration, mainly of Blacks, especially since the 
      laws have been changed since 1959.  But it is important to record some of 
      the procedures used to deny democracy in what some people judged as one of 
      the most liberal cities in the South at that time.  If Blacks had to 
      endure this in 
      New Orleans, 
      where they did register in thousands, what did they endure in 
      Baton Rouge,
      Shreveport—or 
      in Bogaloosa, where no Blacks were registered at all?
      
      I worked in the registration office a number of days a week, for which 
      I received a free lunch.  However, there was little to do at the office.  
      Very few people came to learn how to register, often only two in an entire 
      afternoon.  On one occasion I erred and told a woman that she lived in one 
      ward when she lived in another.  Later in the day she returned to the 
      office after flunking the test; I wondered If she thought that I had 
      purposely misled her.
      
      Shirley and I sometimes went riding and talking in my car, and though 
      the Youth Chapter was declining in activity, we still got together.  I was 
      surprised that, though intelligent and a university student, she still had 
      a Negro accent.  There was an entire series of words: bread, led, bed, 
      said, that she pronounced: braid, laid, baid, said, etc. She could not 
      pronounce the “ed” sound.  Once, when she telephoned me, my mother 
      answered. After the conversation was completed, my mother inquired about 
      Shirley’s last name, and I told her the name of French derivation. Next my 
      mother asked if Shirley were White.  I blushed, and said no.
      
      Because of my parents’ views I often felt compelled to lie concerning 
      my whereabouts. r said I was going to Tulane when in fact I was going to 
      Dillard or to an NAACP meeting. I felt it was safe to note that I was 
      going for a drive with Shirley, but at that point her accent gave my 
      mother an early inkling of my secret life. My mother did not press me, and 
      I divulged no more than required.
      
      I was very fortunate to have an automobile, which my father had given 
      me.  Yet, I was doing something with it that he would disapprove.  I would 
      drive around town with Shirley, and we would talk.  We could not really go 
      any place that was White, because we would not be allowed in. Occasionally 
      we went to a Black restaurant, but I found it expensive and the food was 
      not particularly good.  So we drove and spoke, something like the bird 
      described in 
      Tennessee Williams’ Orpheus Descending—the bird that had no legs, it 
      could fly but never land.  So we drove about.
      
      I think it was in the late summer of 1959 that the NAACP was outlawed 
      in Louisiana.  Using an old law aimed at the Ku Klux Klan and other secret 
      organizations, the Louisiana Attorney General demanded the membership list 
      of the NAACP.  The organization rightly refused to comply, for many 
      members of the NAACP would have been subjected to pressure if their 
      affiliation had been known.  For example, teachers could have been fired, 
      as could anyone who worked for state or local government.  Others could 
      have been intimidated in other ways.  After all, did not the letters of 
      the organization stand for National Association for the Advancement of the 
      Communist Party, as many segregationists declared?  So the 
      Louisiana 
      NAACP ceased to exist.  The adult chapter was immediately reconstituted as 
      the New Orleans Improvement Association, but the youth Chapter collapsed.  Thus, my 
      first experience in an interracial organization had not been overly 
      successful, but I felt I was learning—learning about Blacks, and learning 
      about my society with its racism and repression, and learning through my 
      own mistakes how to act in order to change my society.
      
      Another reason I was fortunate to have a father who gave me a 
      car—Shirley and I could not have driven around 
      New Orleans 
      on public transportation.  The buses and streetcars were cheap enough, 
      only 7¢ in those days, but they too were segregated.  On the metal bar at 
      the back of each set of double seats were two holes into which a movable 
      wooden plank with the lettering “For Colored Only” could be inserted.  
      Each aisle of the bus or streetcar had its sign; Blacks sat behind it, 
      Whites before it.  Going through different neighborhoods most patrons 
      might be either White or Black, so the movable signs provided some 
      flexibility concerning seating arrangements on the vehicle. Usually there 
      was a certain politeness regarding the sign, so that if Blacks were 
      standing and a White was seated with the sign at his back but empty seats 
      before him, he would be asked by a Black to move up a few rows, and he 
      would, so the Blacks would have additional rows of seating room.  This 
      occurred for both races, and I never saw any rudeness over the sign when I 
      rode the public transport daily during my junior high and early senior 
      high school years.  The law in Montgomery, Alabama, that a Black woman would have to relinquish her seat so a White man 
      could sit—that would not have been the case in 
      New Orleans.
      
      Though the bulk of seats on a bus could therefore be assigned to either 
      race, a few seats at either ends of the vehicle were exclusively for 
      Whites or Blacks.  Thus, the last row of seats had no metal bar behind 
      them in which to place the sign, so the last row was reserved for Blacks.  
      Conversely, five seats at the front facing the center aisle were for 
      Whites.  It was rare that one would be on a bus that was full and 
      exclusively White or Black, but now and then this occurred, as on 
      McDonough Day, when buses would take children from all over the public 
      schools to Lafayette Park where each of us would place a flower on the 
      base of the statue of John McDonough.  McDonough was an anti-Bellum miser 
      who freed his slaves and left a fortune for the education of White boys in
      Baltimore and New 
      Orleans.  His bequest was a stimulus to public education in 
      New Orleans, and as late as the 1960’s, numerous schools were named in his honor, 
      including the important Black high school, McDonough #35.
      
      On McDonough Day, or equivalent to founder’s day, which we celebrated 
      every May, after placing the flowers we would cross the street to City 
      Hall and visit the Mayor.  Then, one person from each school would receive 
      a key to the city and sit in the Mayor’s chair for a minute.  In the 
      eighth grade I was selected by my grammar school to be the recipient of 
      the city’s key and I slouched in Mayor De Lesseps Morrison’s chair for a 
      moment.  Somewhat like the television program “Queen for a Day,” I was 
      Mayor for a Minute.
      
      Each year as the buses would line up by the grammar school to take us 
      on the McDonough outing, something amusing would occur when the doors of 
      the buses would open to us: we White children would scramble to sit in the 
      last seats in the buses.  I’m uncertain if it was because these were the 
      seats normally forbidden us, or whether in non-segregated cities children 
      also desired to sit in the rear of the bus.
      
      In late 1955 and 1956 when the 
      Montgomery
      Alabama bus 
      boycott began and propelled Rev. Martin Luther King, Jr., to prominence, 
      there was no boycott of New Orleans transportation.  But lawsuits had been initiated, and I think it was 
      during late 1958 that the courts ruled against the segregated seating 
      system in the 
      Crescent
      City’s 
      buses and streetcars. Lanny Goldfinch had begun studying philosophy at 
      Tulane at the time of the ruling, and Lanny owned no automobile.  Shortly 
      after the ruling Lanny was on a bus seated in the front.
      
      A Black woman entered the bus and sat beside a White woman. The White 
      woman immediately jumped up, moved to the seat beside Lanny, and began to 
      make remarks.  Lanny then jumped up and moved to the seat beside the Black 
      woman. The White woman stared with open mouth in disbelief. In 
      New Orleans the buses and street cars were integrated with few difficulties.
      
      In that summer, shortly after my picketing wlth the Consumers’ League, 
      I was told that someone was coming down from the North to help organize a
      New Orleans 
      chapter of the Congress of Racial Equality (CORE).  The initial meetings 
      would be held at the Negro YMCA on 
      Dryades St., and some other members of the ICIC were also interested in the new 
      project.  At these preliminary meetings a representative from national 
      CORE asked for volunteers to attend a forthcoming national CORE workshop, 
      to be held during three weeks in 
      Miami 
      during July and August.  My Fuller Brush career at an end, I wanted to 
      volunteer.  But I still lived at home.  How could I possibly explain this 
      to my parents?
      
      Happily, there was one other White, also a native of 
      New Orleans, 
      who showed interest in going to Miami.  There were several Blacks, too, including Rudy Lombard, student at 
      Xavier U. and veteran of the ICIC, who prepared to go to 
      Miami.  But my parents would not be convinced by any number of Blacks going 
      to a convention in 
      Miami.  The 
      other White, a student at Loyola and ICIC member, would be my main 
      argument.  And so I argued with my parents that the 
      Miami 
      convention would be a major convocation with thousands of people, 
      including other White Southerners.  The gathering would simply discuss 
      various aspects of the race question.
      
      I was simultaneously attending meetings in the Black community with 
      other CORE people seeking to raise funds for the trip to 
      Miami.  We 
      received a pledge of financial support from the United Clubs and other 
      Black organizations.  This was not totally unrelated to the argument with 
      my parents, for I was telling them that it would be a three-week 
      expense-paid deal.  As I had no extra money and they could not be expected 
      to aid on this journey, CORE had to subsidize the project, not just for 
      me, but for most of the 
      New Orleans 
      contingent.
      
      It was decided that a number of participants from 
      New Orleans 
      would go to Miami—Ollie 
      S. and I were the Whites.  We all gathered one night at the Negro Y in 
      anticipation for our departure in two automobiles.  It was doubly exciting 
      for me for I had never been further from home than 
      Memphis, 
      and that was for only 3 days.  One of the autos had motor trouble, and our 
      departure was delayed.  While this seemed to pose no grave problems for 
      the Blacks, Ollie and I were faced with returning to our families, and 
      additional quarrels.  So we decided to stay out that night.
      
      One of the CORE activists from 
      Baton Rouge, 
      Marvin Robinson, who had been expelled from Southern U because of a 
      sit-in, had been helping to organize the New Orleans chapter.  He had rented a room at the Negro Y, but his wife had just 
      come to town, and thus he would be staying with her. So he offered me his 
      room at the Y that night, and I accepted.  Meanwhile, Ollie went down to 
      the French Quarter to get drunk.  As I would be one of those driving to
      Miami, 
      while Ollie having no driver’s license could sleep through the trip, that 
      night I chose to sleep rather than drink.
      
      However, I might have gotten more sleep out of a bottle than in that 
      room at the Y.  It was July in 
      New Orleans, 
      and even at night the temperatures often remain in the 80’s.  Outside my 
      window was a bright neon sign, informing the neighborhood that it was 
      indeed the YMCA.  But worse than the light was the lack of a screen.  Even 
      the poorest people in 
      New Orleans 
      have screens on their doors and windows, but there was none on my Y 
      window.  With the window open and shade up I soon began to hear the hum of 
      the mosquitos.  I swatted and scratched.  Then I closed the window and the 
      shade, and sweltered.  Then open and scratch.  Close and swelter.  I did 
      not sleep well that night.  When I awoke and descended the stairs, I saw 
      Ollie sleeping soundly on the couch in the lobby.
      
      Ollie, Juanita, Ruth, and her Uncle left in the first car.  Archie, 
      Marvin and myself drove in Marvin Robinson’s car.  As we would reside in
      Miami for 
      three weeks, each of us took a suitcase of clothing, each except Archie.  
      A Dillard student with a lively manner, chubby build and brand-name 
      clothing, Archie was taking a large trunk which simply would not fit into 
      the luggage compartment of the 1956 Chevy.  We tried to persuade him to 
      repack into something smaller, but he contended he required everything in 
      the trunk. The trunk would therefore have to rest on the back seat, 
      greatly reducing space.  Archie was adamant.  Enough time had been wasted, 
      so the four of us embarked on our 856-mile journey.
      
      1960 was the year before the civil rights laws were enacted.  Things 
      that are today so easily integrated were then strictly segregated.  We had 
      decided to drive straight through to 
      Miami, 
      halting only at gas stations and, when necessary, to eat. As Archie didn’t 
      drive, he had the most uncomfortable seat—the middle of the front seat 
      with no door to lean on and legs huddled high because of the hump in the 
      floor.  Ideally, one of the drivers could have napped on the back seat, 
      but Archie’s luggage forced the drivers to rest upright wedged between the 
      car body and the trunk.  With Marvin’s Louisiana license plates, the only potential problem was me—my light brown crew 
      cut and fair complexion would make it difficult to “pass.” 
      
      At a gas station in 
      Mississippi 
      a young attendant came out from the garage with a friendly smile and a rag 
      in his hands to wipe the windshield.  When he recognized our group’s 
      composition, the only thing wiped off was his smile.  By that time I was 
      rushing to the rest room.  We integrated a number of restrooms in our 
      haste to relieve ourselves.  In 
      Tallahassee 
      we ate a large meal at a Black restaurant.  It was night when we drove the 
      length of Florida.  Once I fell asleep at the wheel—to be wakened by the rumble of the 
      road’s shoulder.  We rotated drivers at that point.  Happily, 
      Florida’s 
      highways were deserted that night.  Some twenty-six hours after leaving 
      New Orleans we arrived in 
      Miami.
      
      The CORE conclave was set for the Prince George Motel, a Black 
      establishment.  We alighted from the car, registered, were assigned rooms, 
      making sure that all the rooms were racially integrated.  It was during 
      this preliminary period of formal procedures that I received my first 
      shock: it was not going to be a CORE convention of thousands of people, or 
      even hundreds.  Rather the CORE workshop would fluctuate during the 3 
      weeks with thirty-five to fifty in attendance.  We began with some 
      thirty-five, true, from all over the country, but eight were from 
      New Orleans, 
      and our chapter was just getting started!  I began to wonder what I was 
      getting into.
      
      I had never been 
      away from home for so long before—nine days in Baton Rouge, a week in 
      Arkansas, three days in Memphis.  I was excited by this adventure.  The 
      first few days we had talk workshop sessions; we tried to become 
      acquainted with one another and tried to relax.  The food was excellent, 
      and now and then we would test restaurants for supper, where I first 
      tasted exotic dishes like blintzes.  The workshop sessions stressed the 
      necessity of nonviolence during demonstrations and the philosophy of 
      returning love for hate and converting your enemies.  I was already quite 
      familiar with the theory of nonviolence, but I felt that the national 
      leadership’s presentation of the issue was so one-sided that, even though 
      a pacifist, I raised anti-pacifist questions about the theory.  I noted 
      George Orwell’s objection to non-violence, that if everyone had been 
      pacifist in WWII, except the Germans, what then would have happened to the 
      Jews? The response of some CORE staff as we sat in the cocktail 
      lounge-workshop headquarters was that had Jews used non-violent protest, 
      things might have been different. I remained unconvinced.  But whatever we 
      thought about WWII, all agreed on the necessity of non-violence at CORE 
      demonstrations.  We heard of people who had been kicked and beaten, of 
      others who sat at lunch counters while bigots extinguished burning 
      cigarettes on their skins.  We learned how to huddle on the ground to 
      provide maximum protection without fighting back.  We had practice 
      sessions in which some of us would pretend to be enraged racists harassing 
      the others in our group who carried CORE picket signs.  This theatrical 
      approach was very effective in preparing us for various situations.  In a 
      sense, it was the reverse of assertiveness training, for we were called 
      every name in the book.  Yet, we were conditioned to be unfazed.  It was 
      anti-assertiveness training so that we could be assertive in protest; it 
      was anti-assertive for our egos, so that we could become assertive for our 
      cause.  And the cause was justice and integration.
      
      Another aspect of the CORE approach emerged also. Protest was to be 
      used as the last resort.  There were a number of steps to be taken before 
      demonstrating—observing, testing, and negotiating.  At nightm, when the 
      cocktail lounge reverted to its customary clientele, we would go out, 
      dividing into groups of varying racial composition, entering restaurants 
      to discover if they would serve everyone in like manner.  Sometimes as we 
      strolled down the street, police cars would follow us, driving at a pace 
      no faster than our gait.  Many restaurants served us without question, and 
      aside from the intense police surveillance, we seemed to be having few 
      troubles in Miami.
      
      Moreover, some people in the local community were pleased to have us.  
      Mrs. Cab Calloway (or was it his sister?) met our group and pledged 
      support.  Lesser known Miamians displayed sympathy, and some attended our 
      workshop sessions or joined us in restaurant tests.  One group of Blacks, 
      however, opposed us.  I recall going to the men’s room of the 
      Prince George 
      and on the latrine wall chuckled at the grafitti: “Allah Saves.”  Since I 
      interpreted it as a creative take-off on the “Jesus Saves” slogan, I 
      laughed. Only later did I learn that there were Black Muslims in the 
      neighborhood of the motel and that they openly opposed integration.  When 
      two CORE people went to the 
      Muslim
      Temple, the 
      White was denied entry, while the Black had to be searched before she 
      could get in.  The following day a Muslim saw the Black woman who had gone 
      to the temple and asked her sarcastically, “Where’s your blond goddess?”  
      Even so, CORE made no effort to integrate the 
      Muslim
      Temple.
      
      One of the 
      Miami Blacks attended university in 
      Des Moines,
      Iowa, where 
      he had joined the synagogue.  Returning to his home in Miami for summer vacation, he was denied entry into some of 
      Miami’s 
      synagogues.  When a restaurant refused to serve him, we joked and 
      concluded it must have been managed by anti-Semites.  One White group 
      which provided full, consistent support to the CORE workshop was the 
      Jewish Culture Society.  They opened their social center to us so we could 
      have a dance, and a most enjoyable one it was.  They joined our picket 
      lines when that was required. And one weekend, when CORE decided to 
      integrate a White beach, the Jewish Culture group got the picnic table 
      next to ours, providing a buffer between us and any hostile beachniks.
      
      For me, the Jewish organization provided an additional asset.  When I 
      spoke with their members, inevitably I spoke with radicals. They had 
      supported Henry Wallace in 1948. Some bemoaned the collapse of the 
      Progressive Party.  Like me, they thought Harry Truman had been a 
      reactionary President.  It was a joy to meet so many people who expressed 
      views similar to my own.  In New Orleans I had to rely on an out of town 
      newspaper or a book from the North for political reinforcement—and in 1960 
      in New Orleans there were few papers or books available to provide 
      ammunition for the radical.  Suddenly I was conversing with a number of 
      real live radicals.  There was one drawback.  There seemed to be no young 
      members of the JCS.  The youngest appeared to be fifty-five; most seemed 
      to be in their sixties.  So that even when CORE and the Jewish group were 
      together, as at the picnic or the dance, age immediately indicated the 
      group to which one belonged.
      
      Of course, political discussions were not limited to the people of the 
      JCS.  1960 was an election year, and some of the campaign would reach the 
      CORE workshop.  For example, Jackie Robinson, the baseball great, 
      addressed the forty members of our workshop in the cocktail lounge on 
      behalf of the merits of Richard Nixon and the Republican Party.  Though 
      Robinson was well received, I suspect few CORE activists voted for Nixon 
      that November. Not until the leadership of James Farmer did CORE become 
      associated with Nixon and the Republicans.  Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., 
      also addressed our small group in the lounge.  He spoke of the successful 
      bus boycott in 
      Montgomery 
      and the more recent struggles then occurring.  He also declared his 
      support for John F. Kennedy, but said he was not doing so publicly.  
      Hearing these two Black leaders in our informal sessions, open to 
      questions, was one of the high points of the Miami conference.
      
      We also held political discussions among our-selves.  Many of the 
      Whites were quite radical by 
      New Orleans 
      standards.  One from 
      Michigan 
      was an avowed socialist, as was another from 
      Miami.  Two 
      had partaken in the World Youth Festival in Vienna, one had participated in the previous festival in 
      Moscow.  
      One had been to Highlander.  Most of the Blacks were far less radical.  
      Their orientation was toward orthodox religion.  This cleavage between 
      many Blacks and many Whites was also to be generally true of the 
      New Orleans 
      chapter.  Yet, in December 1971 at a conference of the American Historical 
      Association I heard the sociologist, Elliott Rudwick, present a paper on 
      CORE in general and the 
      New Orleans 
      chapter in particular.  One of his points was that the Blacks were more 
      radical than the Whites.  I challenged this assertion from the floor at 
      that time, but my remarks seemingly had little impact on the Meier-Rudwick 
      book on the Congress of Racial Equality.
      
      Despite my own radical inclinations, there was one very important 
      practical matter where I lined up with the CORE conservatives.  There was 
      a clause in the CORE constitution, passed in 1948, which excluded from 
      CORE all members of the Communist Party.  This topic arose at the workshop 
      because some radicals suggested that the anti-communist clause should be 
      deleted.  I argued In favor of the clause, contending that in 
      Louisiana where we would certainly be called Communists, the clause would 
      provide ammunition to refute the charge.  Of course, the clause did not 
      always reflect reality, for one of the participants in the CORE workshop 
      was in fact a member of the Communist Party.  The CORE constitution’s 
      restrictive clause meant that the Communist had to be secretive about 
      membership.
      
      One day we divided into small groups and went to a restaurant located 
      within a Miami supermarket.  By chance, this day I was chosen to be an observer and 
      was paired with the “blond goddess” from 
      Michigan.  The integrated groups had been seated before we entered; yet we were 
      served before them.  Indeed, they were not being served at all.  As we ate 
      our food the temperature in the air-conditioned eatery dropped 
      dramatically.  When we called to the waitress to complain about the cold, 
      she explained that the air conditioning was broken; then she whispered, 
      “We’ll get ‘em out of here one way or another.”  The other method was soon 
      resorted to, and approximately 20 members of the CORE workshop—half our 
      group—were arrested as undesirables that afternoon.  Many remained in jail 
      rather than accept bail.  It was therefore incumbent upon the rest of us: 
      1) to free our co-members, and 2) to break the segregated system at 
      Shell’s City Supermarket.
      
      We had leaflets printed and we made signs.  We picketed and distributed 
      handouts in the neighbor-hood.  One of those arrested was my White 
      colleague from 
      New Orleans.  His mother had to be phoned, and I was phoning my parents, for 
      national television may have carried the story.  My parents wanted me to 
      return home, but I assured them that all was fine.  After one day in the 
      steaming hot 
      Miami jail, 
      the New Orleanian and another CORE member decided to be released on bail.  
      When some of us went to complete the arrangements, we spoke with a 
      Miami 
      policeman, a native of Brooklyn.  He found it incomprehensible that I, a White Southerner, could be 
      involved with CORE, while I was surprised that a youthful Yankee would be 
      so antagonistic to the organization.  I knew little of the North then.
      
      There were informal relationships at the workshop.  One place where we 
      could relax was the swimming pool, and in the late afternoon, between 
      sessions and supper, we would frequently cool off in the pool.  One Black 
      woman from 
      Missouri, Alice Parham, was dreadfully afraid of deep water, and would stand 
      only in the 3’ deep area of the pool.  Some of us tried to coax her into 
      slightly deeper areas, holding her while she clenched to our arms.  But at 
      4’ she would always move back to the shallower area.  It was in that pool 
      that I became aware that I was losing my consciousness of race; I had to 
      think of the fact that someone was not White.  I would be talking to 
      people not consciously aware of their color.  It was the first time that 
      had ever happened to me.
      
      One weekend we picnicked at an all-White beach.  At first, things went 
      in an orderly manner, with the friendly Jewish group occupying the next 
      table.  Some of us went to swim.  I had never been in the ocean before and 
      was surprised that salt stuck to my skin as we left the water.  In fact, I 
      found the beach not at all as pleasant as the one in 
      New Orleans.  When we swimmers were ready to eat, we left the beach area and 
      trekked through the trees to our table.  A large crowd had encircled our 
      picnic tables.  We asked to get by, before knowing the reason for the 
      spectators, and the circle opened to us without insult.  The CORE table 
      and its neighboring one were the objects of the crowd’s attention, but 
      they seemed to view us more as curiosities rather than enemies.  Even a 
      tourist mobile went out of its way to bring passengers to see us.  As they 
      were not hostile, we managed to ignore the hundreds of sight-seers and 
      proceeded with our picnic as if nothing extraordinary were occurring.  The 
      next weekend, we went to a Black beach, and people either ignored us or 
      were friendly.  There we were enjoying ourselves when suddenly a police 
      helicopter neared.  I feared that they were going to arrest us and would 
      be coming from many different directions.  As the plane landed I ran 
      toward it to discover if my apprehensions were justified.  The police had 
      come to rescue a Black boy who had cut himself in the water, and they made 
      no attempt to remove the Whites from the beach.
      
      Toward the end of our three-week stay, many of our members were 
      required to go to court because of the Shell’s city sit-in.  Our picket 
      and boycott and protest meetings had been going six days a week, and on 
      the seventh we attended Black churches to seek support.  I remember a 
      scene in the Black churches, which would be repeated, of poor people 
      donating funds for the movement—not just dollars, but quarters and nickels 
      and pennies.  Everyone sought to aid us there.  Some of the CORE people 
      remained in jail from the time of arrest until the time of trial, about 
      ten days, so I did not get to know them well.  Interestingly, one Black in 
      a mixed group had not been arrested at Shell’s.  Ruth Dispenza of 
      New Orleans 
      was Negro, but very light.  Since she had been seated with a blond-haired 
      White, it was assumed that they were a White couple.  But all others in 
      mixed groups at Shell’s City had been arrested.  At the trial, the judge 
      nol prossed the cases, Shell’s City remained segregated, and the 
      Miami CORE 
      chapter promised to continue the fight to integrate it after our 
      departure.
      
      Our last weekend, rather than attend Black churches, it was decided 
      that we should test the Christian attitude of some of the White churches.  
      We divided into small mixed groups and drove to different churches. 
      Unfortunately, I erred as to the location of the 
      Baptist
      Church to 
      which my group was assigned, and instead of North East, we drove to 
      North West
      Miami.  
      When the mistake was discovered, we had to speed across town, but we still 
      arrived about ten minutes after the service was scheduled to begin.  There 
      were two Blacks and myself.  To my surprise the doors were opened to us, 
      and an usher escorted us to the front row.  Only then did I note that no 
      one else sat in the first pew, though a few people were in the second. The 
      choir was singing as we entered.  Next, the minister came to the pulpit.  
      He requested that those people who were obviously uninvited—”You know who 
      you are”—please leave.  We talked among ourselves a few moments.  Not 
      desiring to be arrested at the conclusion of the three-week workshop, we 
      departed.   As a Unitarian I always felt hypocritical protesting in 
      Christian
      Churches, 
      but the hypocrisy of those churches was thus exposed, and it put pressure 
      on the members of the congregation to alter the situation.
      
      The return drive to 
      New Orleans 
      was another period in which to relax.  Despite having eaten regular, 
      healthy meals In Miami for three weeks, I had lost weight.  I had been lucky in that I had 
      not been arrested.  And what was it going to be like in 
      New Orleans?  
      In the car I relaxed, forgetful of the recent past, oblivious to the 
      impending future.